Here we are again, in the middle of nowhere, with nothing.

Why did come back if you did not mean to stay?

Years on, and still the doubts are crippling you and shattering me.

I was fine and doing well not too long ago…

A small feat I fought for with every bit of life that remained

but here I stand again…

alone…

afraid…

and on the verge of yet another internal collapse.

(You came back into my dreams last night. So many dreams of you, of us…all so vibrant and vivid again.

But when morning cleared it’s to my tragedy…a travesty of reality.)

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